I have know this girl for some time already but forget how long. We only see each other when there are special meetings or in camps other than that we were not close. When was the last time i have see her i really dont remember. Once in camp were quiet close due to because we were in the same dorm and spend 7 days together... I remember the last day of camp we cry together. After that camp we stop and did not contact eachhhh other.
Recently, she add me at msn. At the begining we were close too. Just said hi and chat thats all. Nothing else sometimes we dont chat also. Then suddenly what have change us i do not know.
Suddenly we were so close. We were sharing all the up and downs to each other... including what happen many years back and now. Everyday we were be sharingggggg. I think we started to be close when a few weeks back i facing a lot of problems at once.Eventually she was there to listen and be there for me. Till now im facing problem and she is still hear listening to me. I did promise her that i would be there for her and when she needs a listening ear i would be there for her.... She is non other than Chooi Mei
Dear Lord, I thank you for Mei. I have been facing alot of troubles this time and she has been here to be a listening hear and comfort me as well. We have become so close now a days by sharing our up and downs and including what happen many years ago. I will always be here giving my listening ear to her as well. By sharing we also can encourage each. Lord, i prayer that Lord you will send your angels to surround her and protect her from any harm and danger where she goes. Pray that this friendship of being close will never end. Commit all this things into your hands. In Jesus name. Amen.
Thursday, June 28, 2007
A not close friend to become a close friend.....
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
My devotion for the day....
When we trust the power of God, His peace keeps us from panic...
Sunday, June 24, 2007
Two nites of working till so late...
Having alot of assignment.... So fri i was supposed to do my research end up i didnt do because alot of conversation going around... After all left then i start doing and i did until 2.30. Then i went to bed but i end up sleeping at 3... Then next day sat. I was supposed to wake up at 7.30. Then i was kind of lazy to get and i end getting up 8.20... In the morning, i took coffee otherwise i would be falling asleep. I went college for the whole day. Normally i follow my frenz car and she will drop me at ktm because a few friends going there also. Then yesterday nobody to fetch me from ktm. So i have to take bus to mid and go opposite and to take two bus home. Later i went to the bus stop waited for the bus to come. It end up coming at 6.30.. I end up reaching mid abt 7.15. I was thinking since im going to mid myself get my comp things. Later i took bus back home. Normally i take meteor bus to central market and take another rapid bus home. But all the bus didnt go there. Then end up my rapid bus that goes to my side came by so i went in and went all the way home... Then i walk back home....
I had dinner and did my research. After that to do my assignment draft for my lecturer. So i can let her see on mon and see that im on the right track and sun onwards i can do other assignment. At the end, i did until 2.30 and only can sleep at 3.
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
Today i continue doing my assignment survey. Mostly the people we approach mostly don't want to do compared on mon we did. I also dont need to talk so much because before i could explain to them they said they busy or rushing off. My other friend from other group came and join us today. So whoever she approach we copy. As we going. Later we decide to go back to college and what ever is left we do it ourself by just marking it ourself. I think the survey form is almost done and what we are left off to do is just deciding what is our aim and other question that the lecturer gave us on the assignment question. It going to due soon. On top of that in the survey form we add 3 more question. So have to photocopy again 20. Then the lady photocopy like the side cannot be seen. So she photocopy it again. Then i went off. When i really want to do the survey i realize she photocopy wrong. Both side are the same question. So i have to go back to the shop and ask her to photocopy again. She didnt charge me as she knows she is wrong. Anyway i always photocopy books from her...
What's wrong with me yesterday??????
As u have read my blog about my parents. U would know what happen to my mother. Today i was reading my bro's blog and i was what he wrote about my mother. All the goods and what she went thru and my tears just came down. It took me for a while for me to calm down. All this happen during afternoon.
Later i when back to my bro's blog again. I didnt read all at the begining. So went in again. Then i came a cross on what he wrote about me. Then my tears just came down again. After that i decide to stop reading it first. Even now as i was typing my tears are dropping.
What is wrong with me? I know im missing them. Im tired. My eyes are tired.
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
My Parents
My parents have been loving and caring to me. Supportive too. Active in my schooling life.Since form 3 i was sent to a private school. Which after every sem. There will be a parents teacher conference. Getting my result and knowing how i progress. Even till now. I think my last last class for my subject Home - School Partnership which im doing this sem. My lecturer pop out this question in class. Has ur parents be active in ur schooling day? if yes - how? how u feel that time and now how u feel? IF no - same thing. My lecturer call me and i shared how did my parents active in my schooling life. After my lecturer also call other students. The other students too shared about their parents have not been active in their schooling life and how they feel. As i was hearing i realize how much they have love me and be active in my schooling life compared with my other friends that parents have not be active. Even my lecturer also can said my dad is active till now.
My mum has been healthy person, eating healthy food and dont take any sugar. A person always so loving and bowling those herbs drinks for me to drink so i won't sick.SHE was the one that lead me to CHRIST and said the SINNER PRAYER. Then two month ago she gave me a call saying im going for an opperation to take out seeds from the growth. After that she call up and say don't need already. A few weeks later she said needs to go to take out the seeds. After doing that. The seeds went for testing. I took leave and follow my uncle and the family went down to see her. As she cannot do house work. So the day before we went out for breakfast i did some house work for her as my dad is working and he would be coming back late. I just pray...
Later the result came out. It was cancer. She call up and said she needs to go in again and she was so strong in faith and ask me not to worry. I just pray and tell myself its fine. Everthing would be under HIS control. As i was telling to a few of my friends keep my mum in prayer and i explain what happen. My tears just came down. I have heared my bro and sis in Christ have been going to hospital to visit and all been telling me she is fine and strong in faith then most of everyone. Now wat is the answer for the result i dont know. I just wish i could send her to the operation room and standing out the operation room waiting for her to come out. I couldn't do it. As im away from home. Now im just being miss them.
As i have seen how my mother survive and surfure when my dad was outstation for almost 3 months for work and working in Kl when he only comes back during weekend. Each time he said he is coming back but at the end he couldnt come back due to work (when he was outstation).I have see how much my mum has miss my dad and hurt so much. Even sometimes after she had talking on the phone with my dad she just break down and thru out the night.
My dad is a very loving person. Each time i ask for something i know my mom would be naging there but my dad still gets for me. I hope the result is nothing bad but still under HIS CONTROL.
I miss them so much. Father's Day was just over. How i wish i could spend that time with my dad. So sad i just could sms him Wisihing him Blessed Father's Day. I know my friend he had an interview with his dad on Father's Day. How loving it is.
About my best friend
I know a friend call Samantha where i know since 2005 at Glo. It end up to be her mum know my mum but we dont know each other until when she went to Glo. All the crazy memories and time we spend together at Glo should never forget.
She is a nice and friendly gal. We always hang out together plus the sis also. The sis also have the same name as me. We always talk thru msn or sms. I always tell her things and even the person i like also i did tell her.
She also got mood. Anyway she is my best friend. No matter what mood she got i would forgive her. Now she is doing her degree. She has a lot of things to do and study. Anyway. Im sorry to disturbe you and sending a long sms to you. Anyway because im pg and u are kl when i call is expensive. So i sms better than calling.
Its ok if u dont have credit to reply. Reply when u got credit. Ok. Dont worry i will call u when ever i can ok. All the best in ur studies Sam and i will always keep u in prayer.
Monday, June 18, 2007
Wow... Yesterday i had so many meals...
Normally on sun, i only have two meals. Yesterday i had 3 + 1 meals. Yesterday i have 3 early in the morning had another 1 meal. Two of a friend of mine came down to kl to study and came over to my church for meeting. Somebody is taking them out to eat and i went along too and i have to take them to another service after eating... We had pork ball mee soup. Than later around 3 something when for lunch at kfc. I wasnt that hungry so i only had potato wages and a drink. Then at night had dinner around 8 something... because we had guest so we had alot of food. I tot that was my last meal for the dinner. Which it was. But early in the morning had food again. Which the guest only when back about 12.45 in the morning. After the food. I do not know i should call it supper or breakfast. Haih. Eating so much. This morning i decide not to take breakfast.
STRESS......
This sem would be a stress sem for me. First i am having 5 subject in this sem. Each subject i have 2 assignment to do and all together is 10 assignment. Mostly my assignment are group and need to do project. Other than need to do alot of reasearch and reading. Its hard for me to do research because im not good in doing research.... Need alot of time and focus... Which in class most of the time i dont understand what the lecturer is talking about. Thank God for my mon class we have tutorial class and my lecturer gave us question and we answer first than we discuss. So far i could understand but not for today class. My last few sem my class hours either 3 or 4 hours. Now all my class are added another half an hour. Image on sat. From morning 9 until evening 6. I reach home also abt 7 because i take ktm but Thank God i have friend that can fetch me to ktm because a few others also going to ktm too. Other than that is we having group work and most of them are working and mostly all staying different area... So having group work is very difficult.
Today i just complete half of my assignment. Which i need to do a survey where if i want to open a kindergarten is there a need to open the kindy in that area. It was interesting. Other than that it was tough because some are not willing to do for us. At first, i told myself im going to keep quiet. End up every person my team member approach i will have to explain to them that we are a student from segi college, doing a assignment on a survey. Where in futuer if we want to open at kindy we want to see it there a need at that area and we want to know what the parents wants.... We were approaching one uncle at supermarket. At the end of every survey form we ask the person to write their name and address. The guy said i write my house address how after you call me and come and find me... After walking away. We both were like. What for we want to find him... Another guy also the same thing at one of the coffee shop....
We were so funny. We were at the third floor. We saw a parent walking together with the child. We ran down from the thrid floor to first floor and have to go up to second floor. Thank God they were cooperative. They willing to do the survey form. Now the survey form we just finish doing it have to change and add in 3 more question and on wed had to continue another half of the survey question. Haih. So tiring some more bag so heavy.... We did it at summit. Doing it at the summit is better than going house to house. House to house is more tiring and would be hot. If the ppl do not want to do. They can just close the door or slam the door. We may not know. There is one lady we approach she wanted to help us to do but she was rushing of time... Awhhhhhhh.... At least she willing but rushing.... Another lady also willing... She was having a conversation with her friend but we have to chip in and disturbe for a while because time to go to class already... We also don't know how long will they take.... Each person did a survey for us we gave a pen to them but some return...
Laugh and Laugh and Laugh
This is what they are doing at the pc after dinner.
This is my cousin try to said something about the gal standing behind her but the gal keep messing here hair to stop her from saying.
After all this one gal found the skipping rope and said lets start jumping.
Amos is jumping...
Two sister are jumping together..
Ann and Abby are jumping together....
After all the jumping and all the fun we did this but still not the end. After this we went to read magazine and hear music...
Sunday, June 17, 2007
WOW.... Today i went to Cheras Jusco....
Today is my first time going to Cheras Jusco.... At first we plan to walk to mcd after yf meeting....The church is at imbi. As we were walking suddenly we stop and turn around. Seeing some ppl still standing wait for other ppl. We also stop and wait for them. As we were waiting suddenly we feel a few drops of rain. Then we decide to walk back to church... We decided to drive there or since we driving we go some where else. Ok. End up at Cheras Jusco for kfc. Haha. I didnt shop or walk anything but i still did went to Cheras Jusco. Intersting.... I hardly go to cheras... No reason of going there.